Can’t sleep !!! ARGH
Hey bloggers. It’s 6 am and I can’t sleep !! I guess it’s because I have alot on my mind. What’s on my mind you would ask. Actually loads. Practically everything under the sun. Hahaha maybe not everything but it does feel like that. Sometimes i wonder what my purpose of living is. Pondering whether what ive done with my life is worthwhile. Well that’s enough of my thoughts when i can’t sleep. Will be starting work soon. Woohoo. Should be a good thing. My first experience working. Well not actually. It’s my second. My first job was giving out leaflets of a kindergarden around the neighbourhood. One of my worst experiences ever. Chased by dogs and all. Good thing my new job is an office job. No dogs to worry about =p. I’ll be working as a copy writter and proof reader for those interested to know. Haha better not ask me what’s that coz i have had a tough time explaining it to my other friends who asked. They just end up being blurer than before. It’s something new to me but what the heck i’ll just give it a try. Won’t know how good i’ll be at it unless i give it a go. Anyway i’d better get back to trying to sleep.
November 27th, 2005 at 9:07 pm
Hmm…finding out ur purpose in life huh? Well, dats usually what comes to your mind when most of ur needs are fullfiled at this stage of life. Family, shelter, food, education, friends. You may find that things don’t really make sense and you may wonder what was all da routine for and where are are you going frm here.
Well, i may not be right, but what you need maybe a mean to find out what God wants you to do with your life. From a Christian perspective, basicly God has 5 purposes for you while on earth. And one of them is to serve Him.
Again, you may be thinking…”But i’m allready in BB & in church as an usher!” Yup, u maybe doing that but has it been just a routine? or are you really serving with your heart focused on God while doing it? Do you enjoy what you are doing or are you just doing it coz you were ‘pulled aboard the truck’?
It’s written in the Bible (sorry, dont remember where) that when you serve in the area that God intended you to, you will enjoy it. Coz God made every1 unique with diff abilities n interest & He will use u based on what you do best but not what you are trying to be good at.
Who am i to say all that? “Been there, done that”
Take care & God Bless